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yeah screw coming up with post names every day.

i was 30 minutes late to work this morning, partially because i took too long getting ready, partially because my car was frozen shut AND had a thick layer of ice covering it. but i got to make it up on my lunch break which was nice. work was ok, kind of long buuut went fast at the same time? after work went to lifetime and picked up my check, talked to the spa girls for quite a while, asked ben why he hadnt emailed me back, and walked on the treadmill for 30 minutes. talked to mom the whole way home plus some, ate tons of crap, and now im journaling. im absolutely exhausted so i think ill probably go to bed soon.

i havent mentioned yet that i quit smoking :D im not sure when....several weeks ago and then i cheated on new years. but other than that im done.

immmmmmmmm also nervous that i might be diabetic. i mentioned something to mom that made her question it, and then she reminded me that my doctor told me i was close to it a few years ago, and my birthfather was diabetic. and then i started looking up symptoms and i am showing some. so i might go to the KU student clinic and get tested, though im not sure i want to know the answer. while im at it i might see if i can get tested for STD's too.....im 99% sure im clean but i should probably know for sure. something to pray about!